Memories....some
are good which make us smile.
others are terrible, often make us weep.
Forgetting those memories isn't something we choose by our
own will. especially when it's related to something or someone really is or was
important to us. In case of bad memories, they keep on going round and round in
our minds, like ghosts haunting us everywhere, reminding us of the wrong steps
we've taken, the wrong people we were friends with, the terrible advice we
took, and the wrong ones we loved.
As to me, memories never leave my head. Few are good, they
make me smile. The rest are terrible, they just make me frown and weep.
Seeing "him" everywhere brings it all. I remember
mostly all the memories we shared. Every wrong step I took. Every advice that
ruined my life. Everyone I trusted and betrayed my trust. then I tell myself:
how could I be so naïve? how could I be that stupid? believing them? falling
for their tricks? And why did they do this to me? I never harmed them. I truly
thought they were my friends. But regression brings no use. It just brings
misery and pain.
So now what? I just wonder. till when will I stay bound to
"Him”? I want to wake up from this nightmare. And I am doing my best!!!
May God be in my help!!!
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