Multiple personalities

 

Who am I?! I don't know who I am anymore. I feel am lost, I can't understand me anymore.
Am I the cute, shy girl? who faces difficulty talking to others? or am I the bold girl, who is sociable and can make lots of friends in no time?
Maybe I am reckless somehow?! I take snap decisions then may regret most of them?!
I am mad?! or let's say crazy?! well yea, in a second I can turn into a Waco. 
sometimes I feel naïve, believing people so easily. Getting myself into trouble.
or maybe I am stupid? I trust people, the wrong ones. I don't learn from my mistakes at once. who am I?! I am totally confused. I am a lot of things, different or multiple personalities.
I guess am just a unique hybrid of everything. But I can't find a match, someone compatible to me. someone or some people that can handle being with me, accept me as I am! oh I forgot, am moody too.
I can be fun, smiling, laughing miss sunshine as people say. But in a glimpse, I can turn frown, sad. feel agony, drama queen as some describes me. I get angry?! well hell yes. I am nervous too. I am everything, I am a human being!! so why do people see only the bad points in me?! I am loving, caring, friendly, trustworthy, etc. 
NUMB!!!!! I am numb, I want to know who am I! hope I can find myself before it's too late!!!