I can't take it anymore, everything in life is too devastating. I have been trying so hard to work things out, to move one, to just neglect every terrible thing happening to me or around me but i can't anymore.
I have been enduring so much, hoping things will get better, lofe would get better, but nothing changes...
The same conflicts, the same dilemmas, the same problems, over and over again and even more aggrevated...
There is so much anger in me that i am trying to silence, to force inside but i am tired of trying to conceal it, i need to vent, let it all out but i can't....
There is no one who understands, no one who gets what it feels like, no words make things better or easier, no actions taken make things right!! And i am just so overwhelmed, so tired, i wanna go back to my cage, living there in peace, alone, away from everything and everyone...yet, even that decision is not my own, alot of chains strain me to the feep abyss and i can't be free...
So here i am, living yes but dead inside......
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