knock knock. Who’s
this? it's love...go away
get out of here cause my broken heart I always pay
I won’t let you in into ma heart
cause the continuous dilemma I don’t want to restart
since I was a toddler I learned not to show
my inside feelings and to no on I bow
ppl think am cold with thin inside
but am full of emotions that am keen to hide
do you cry ? it was often a surprise
people just exclaim at it and their eyebrows rise
but people am just a human like you
I laugh I cry etc....same as you all do
but now I grew up and I wish I never had
cut ma feelings are scattered that’s too bad
sadness and so on appear in my eyes
and my long lasting smile by time it dies
I have a problem I love too much
that’s why when betrayed I badly crush
alma trying to fix it but I always fail
cut on ma close special one I usually bail
yet when I hate someone it’s the opposite shit
I can be terrible like ocean waves that hit
even if I am sad or crying rage is my only dominant
and towards the tractor it never ends its permeant
prejudice that’s the common manner these days
stupid ugly not cool that’s what they say
what happened to ppl I just wonder??
have they been hit by a lousy thunder??
don’t judge me you don’t know who I truly am??
you throw your roomers they cruel as a body slam
just w8 give it a shot know me first
before setting fire to me in it I just burst
no one deserves never thought I’d say!!
but all who are wound you leave never stay
with no reason maybe they just got dull
or maybe their brains are no more inside their skull
even feeling don’t mean a thing anymore
it can disappear after turning into a bore
are people heartless? is that just true?
that’s the only possible explanation for what they do
LOVE isn’t just a four lettered word
then after it they stab your heart with a sword
its more than this is a deep meaning
like when you run away from your love...from the inside your screaming...
but now it’s just when bored having fun'
no matter the other partner being shot with a gun
everyone thinks of himself no one else never
what happened to humanity is it gone forever??!!
hanging dangling down a thread
upside down bliss running into my head
am numb I can feel no more
because all I fell is ma heart in sore
love makes you strong they say it’s a lie
it’s just wasting your dignity over some guy
u must be heartless to know how to deal
with those damn jerks before your heart they steal
I once locked ma heart and threw the key
in the ocean where no one can see
but u found it got it and unlocked
my heart then held it in your hands and it u blocked
blocked it from loving anyone but u
and I can’t stop loving u its true
I am trapped in handcuffs can’t move
I am being crushed between the grooves
I am doing my best to forget those days
and ignoring shit that ppl says
but I can’t u still lingers here
and in my heart you stay my eyes burst in tears
I don’t know what happened for all the split?
and I beg u to stop doing your shit
it’s not my fault maybe it is but I can’t know
because what really happened you don’t want to show
do u think I played u, is that it?
because I think you too played me more than a bit
but I swear you were everything to me
and u just can’t notice it neither can u see
now you’re punishing me for something I didn’t do?
and u believed what was said although it isn’t the truth?
and what am I supposed to do to make u understand?
you push me away you move away my hand
never thought it will end this way
and to be enemies hating each other’s will come a day
you still can fix it just go back who you were
I still know the old u is inside there
I till now can’t believe you’re the bad guy
and whatever others say about u I won’t buy
but what u turned into is very sad
from being an angel to a devil so bad
the memories keep haunting me day and night
and your image unfortunately never leaves my sight
just end this pain but any means I don’t care
it’s the hole in my heart hurting I can’t bare
can love tyour into such hatred and rage?
and once I thought we were on the same page?
I made a lot of mistakes I won’t deny!
but I can’t go back in time to fix them I sigh
I should have told u the truth from the beginning
better than waiting for u to be back and begging
but I was AFRAID ABOUT U NOT ME
how now you think am bad can I be??
why does it always happen to me I want to know
everything must go wrong 5 in a row
I want to feel happy once in my life
before its ruined as always am cut with a knife
its awful how can a person affects u like that
then u just discover has an ugly filthy rat
whose dumb enough to push away the bless
someone who has no brain I guess
I want to go back in time I pray
so I prevent myself from meeting u that day
maybe find a memory deleting bottom
and you disappear from mu life all of a sudden
but all this is just crap it won’t happen ever
and I guess am bound to you forever
omg I want to wake up of this nightmare
cut I feel you at me all the time stare
I want you to pay back what I’ve done to me
and I want it to happen now Infront of me
so I can satisfy mu feeling of revenge
before I fall of here off this edge
to that extent you really don’t want to c me
I never thought that this is how u wanted it to be
from friends to close then the curve goes down
and by that my smile tyours into a frown
that’s all I have no more words to say
but just I don’t think that I may
feel better after saying what’s inside
cut all time what I really feel I just hide
is I just wonder when will this end?
and when will my heart from the break will mend?
now what was between us is suspended
and this wasn’t what I really intended
farewell for now may you pay your debt
and misery and sadness be all what u get
I won’t forgive u never forget it
cut I have drunk enough from all your shit
go away step back I hate u
although your love is in my heart is still true
but that’s why we in our heads have brains
to knowhow to set free from love chains
knock knock. Who’s this? it's love...go away
get out of here cause my broken heart I always pay
I won’t let you in into ma heart
cause the continuous dilemma I don’t want to restart
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