Dreams

 

Dreams! what they truly are?! Some people say that dreams reflect our feelings. Others say they reflect our sub-conscious. I guess Dreams are more complicated, and have a wider scope.
But when dreaming of someone?! what does it imply?! Some claim that when you dream of someone it means the miss you. But am not convinced actually! I guess when you dream of someone is that because you miss them!! And the dream depends on what you feel inside, and what you think of inside your mind!! 
To me, I dream a lot of the GUY. I just can't help it. Sometimes I wake up from those dreams so happy, other times I am so frown! yesterday I had a dream about him. He was there, but so sad! he was feeling so down. But the devil was also there. One member of the GANG whom I thought was my best friend. She was there with us, being a hypocrite. acting like she truly cares about him, while I am 100% positive, she doesn't give a shit.
and the dream continued. It was so weird! I just wonder, can someone feel the other one who he loves?! I mean is the GUY really in a bad condition?! is he feeling that much desperate?! Or I wish he is?! or I fear he is?! or maybe be I THINK he is?!
a lot of questions and no answers. things are mumbling inside my head. like a tornado maybe, I am going crazy.  I thought I got over this feeling towards him. Yet I can't help myself from searching for him?! thinking of how he feels? wishing I can see him?! and of course since we don't talk anymore all the means of checking on him seem helpless and in vain.
I don't know, I am numb again. I thought I finally found a substitution for him but who am I kidding?! I was just lying to myself, trying to deceive me!! how pathetic....
I just wish if he is not for me, I have the will do get over it completely and start living my life!!! Dreams! what they truly are?! Some people say that dreams reflect our feelings. Others say they reflect our sub-conscious. I guess Dreams are more complicated, and have a wider scope.
But when dreaming of someone?! what does it imply?! Some claim that when you dream of someone it means the miss you. But am not convinced actually! I guess when you dream of someone is that because you miss them!! And the dream depends on what you feel inside, and what you think of inside your mind!! 
To me, I dream a lot of the GUY. I just can't help it. Sometimes I wake up from those dreams so happy, other times I am so frown! yesterday I had a dream about him. He was there, but so sad! he was feeling so down. But the devil was also there. One member of the GANG whom I thought was my best friend. She was there with us, being a hypocrite. acting like she truly cares about him, while I am 100% positive, she doesn't give a shit.
and the dream continued. It was so weird! I just wonder, can someone feel the other one who he loves?! I mean is the GUY really in a bad condition?! is he feeling that much desperate?! Or I wish he is?! or I fear he is?! or maybe be I THINK he is?!
a lot of questions and no answers. things are mumbling inside my head. like a tornado maybe, I am going crazy.  I thought I got over this feeling towards him. Yet I can't help myself from searching for him?! thinking of how he feels? wishing I can see him?! and of course since we don't talk anymore all the means of checking on him seem helpless and in vain.
I don't know, I am numb again. I thought I finally found a substitution for him but who am I kidding?! I was just lying to myself, trying to deceive me!! how pathetic....
I just wish if he is not for me, I have the will do get over it completely and start living my life!!!